With faith, Unbreakable Resolution has been made.

Posted by jacjac , 8/28/2010 11:39 AM

Last night, before I sleep, he popped out of my mind. I’m tired, then I cried again, (too much drama) I’m missing him. I made a promise that I will never ever give him up. Though he didn’t ask for it, because I believe it’s my fate that he and I are meant for each other. But I’m tired of crying over non-sense. I decided to let go of my feelings. I will never contact him again. Promise.

Then early this morning, I continue to read my Naruto comics since it’s my favorite. I like this chapter, Naruto reminds me of myself.

Jiraiya: Forget about Sasuke. Sasuke himself decided to go to Orochimaru. No matter what you do, he won’t change. Don’t think about bringing him back… that’s the kind of thinking that a fool would do.

Naruto: He may be nothing to you! But he’s a friend to me!!

Jiraiya: Do friends injure their companions?! Look at your current condition!!

Naruto: This… this is…

Jiraiya: Forget about Sasuke! Sooner or later, you must face your fate. Don’t suffer anymore... Forget him, remove him from your mind.. If you want to live as Shinobi, you must be wise. If you’re a fool… then it will be a world full of pain. That’s reality..

Naruto: I understand… If that’s what it means to be wise… I’d be happier living as a fool!

Jiraiya: A fool is a fool, but… only a moron would do something like that.

Naruto’s line inspires me… yeah, I’d be happier living as a fool. So pathetic but at least I didn’t give up. I want him back. Again, I change my mind. I will never give up. No one told me to suffer like this, to live my life miserable. It’s my choice. I will win him back, that’s a promise of a lifetime. Indeed, I’m a fool. Thanks Naruto.

Things to describe my feelings today.

Posted by jacjac , 8/10/2010 11:08 AM


I am very sad.

I am miserable.

I am heartbroken.

I am stressed.

I am depressed.

I am angry.

I’m a nuts.

I’m such a fool.

I am crazy.

I’m alone.

I’m bored.

I’m uninspired.

I’m stupid.

I’m a looser.

I want to be understood.

I am desperate.

I don’t like being so emo.

I am pissed off.

I am insecure.

I now hate being an introvert.

I hate my shyness.

I am lack of self-confidence.

I am full of angst.

I am in so much pain.

I’m worse.

I am weak.

I’m pathetic.

I’m hurt.

I want you.

I miss you.

I still love you.

But I’m tired.