Buang Part 2.
Posted by jacjac , 7/20/2010 3:44 PM
Just doodling :)
Monday, July 12, 2010.. Around 5pm.. So I was sitting in a jeepney on my way home. As usual traffic jam sa Sauyo Market + hot, humid day + heavy baggage because of my laptop and loads of work that needs to be done + negative thoughts, fidgety, no focus, seems like finding something that can make me feel better + taba is playing on my mind + missing him +teary eyes =BUANG.
I felt my tears falling down my cheek, suddenly biglang natauhan..I notice people are staring at me. Nakakahiya, sobrang stress.. Then I simply ignore them and just dished out my money for jeep fare. My phone vibrate… I check on it. -One new text message has arrived, Select “GO TO” to view it now- From taba. Were having a conversation kasi about are relationship, cause we just broke up 2weeks ago. That’s the reason why Im so BUANG. While reading it and trying to stop myself for being so emotional, aside from I made a promise not to cry anymore, nasa public place ako at ayokong mgkalat ng kahihiyan.
I wasn’t aware whats goin on, I heard voice, I think she’s yellin, maingay din kasi ang HATAW jeep na nasakyan ko. Yun pala, may magnanakaw. Puntirya nya, cellphone ko. Since im lost, I ignore the Ale and continue texting.. (with teary eyes).
I saw a teenager, black skin, black shirt and shorts, with matching Goodmorning towel hanging from his shoulder, with emo hair, parang adik a.k.a. JEJEMON. Sumisilip sa bintana ng jeep, I knew it… He’s a snatcher. I knew he was gonna grab my phone. Hindi na ako nagulat. Seriously, wala ako pakelam sa paligid ko. I don’t even care kung kunin man nya phone ko. But still, hindi ko binigay. Naisip ko na it’s a Palm Treo, Mahal. Kapag nawala, walang pambili ng bago. He’s trying to snatch it, Mas lalong humigpit ang hawak ko.. He still trying to get it, then my phone slip away from my grip… Buti nakarecover, Nahawakan ko ulit. It took 10seconds bago sya sumuko, 10 sec is long para sa isang eksenang nakakatakot. While this incident is happening, seryoso, feeling ko my background music ako ng Heartbeat then konting slowmotion… Kala ko movie… Then sumuko sya, he just ran away. I mean he just walk away.. Parang sanay na sa masamang Gawain. No one helps me, the Ale yell at me again, pero di ko sya marinig, parang slowmotion pa din ang lahat, seryoso. Nakatingin ako sa labi nya, trying to read her lips, but my thought is too loud, I cannot concentrate. The passengers are smirking, saying.. “Buti ndi ka nadale, txt ka kasi ng text” Alam ko, it’s my fault. Pero ndi niyo ko tinulungan, are you saying that I deserve it kasi burara ako? Sana pla I let the thief na kunin ang phone ko, baka sumaya pa sila lalo. Lalo ako nanlambot, saka ko naramdaman yung takot. Good thing, he didn’t hurt me. He didn’t stab me. Naisip ko he’s still a good man, yung iba jan, makanakaw lang, pag nanlaban ka, sasaksakin ka pa. The passengers still, ako ang topic, pero im ignoring them, hindi naman sila makakatulong sa akin. Tapos I pray, thank God walang nangyari sakin. Super thank you.
Naisip ko, lahat ng tao my problema, my problem is not the worst, actually I am blessed, pero hindi sa lovelife. Some people have to do stuff against the law just to survive, some people have to act like an animal even if they hurt others just to have what they want.. Pampalubag-loob, pero not effective for me.
After what happen, never na ko nglabas any gadgets in public, kahit bored na ako sa traffic, ndi na ko na nilalabas ipod ko, madameng masamang elemento nakakalat sa tabi, kung mayaman ka, pagkalandakan mo gadgets mo, pero kung katulad mo ako na hirap mg ipon para makabili ng mga bagay na ndi nmn gaano ka importante, just keep it, for your own safety na din. Keep safe everyone.
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